"Lies and truth,
curses and kisses
oh how the two are so alike.
damnation and redemption, how they tangle in my mind
encircling, entrancing and yet no one pays any mind

how many truth are in my lies
and how many ties have been broken by my lines
my smiles has saved and my laughter calms even the strongest of waves
yet...here i am...
"okay im sorry, i'll leave you alone"
"dont worry"
"but you broke up two months ago"
the words are echoing, capturing but never releasing
deepened by my ties, broken by my mind
but it all fits ever so perfect in place.
the same day,
the same way,
the same people.
whats different this time?
Oh yeah,
I actually tried.



Actually letting go, setting free
as happy as i can be
getting burned, its my turn
the clock stares back at me
the dreams disapears and the night reclaims
what was stolent from me so long ago.
To the long night of hell,
the wait torments and the answer trickles on my skin
its crept, dances and seeps down into my thin skin
darkening
tormenting
making me into a game of Chance and Win.
Letting go, setting free
waiting for a destruction to befall me.
whats different this time...
oh right...I actually tired.

T
R
I
E
D

change the wording and you get tired.
Tired of living a lie"
it won't ever change